"Ich
glaub' an den kleinen Mann in Mond, ich glaub' daß es jeder Fehler lohnt, und ich glaub' daß das Schiff, Arche Noah noch in den kalten Bergen steht |
Was ist das was uns beide
jedesmal trennt, Obwohl man so viele Wunder kennt? Läßt man sich oft in die Dunkelheit ziehn Ich will da einfach nicht mehr hin" |
wasn't I just the cutest? |
This is
a wee
tiger cub when he was but 2 or 3 days old. Wee is right; I
weighed only 3 pounds 5
ounces. A mere 8 months later, his life would be altered forever by an
automobile accident that resulted in a squished wee tiger skull.
Doctors did all they could, told my parents I'd be better off
dead. But by some miracle, the lil tyke survived.
Act of divine intervention, was said. Then a few
years later we moved from Mihcigan to Kentucky to live with my
grandparents. Now, my granparents were Old Regular Baptists;
anyone who didn't believe their way was going straight to
hell. Do not pass GO, do not collect $200. And
that never made sense to me. But then religion isn't supposed
to be logical. So my formative years were ... interesting. |
Now then, we also have my dear mother, who was the driving force behind my development. Dad wasn't much help, because he blamed himself for the accident which left me with several disabilities, among them epilepsy. And a learning disorder. That sent him into a depression which he never recovered from. And Mom's experiences... well, that's the next lesson. | So
I grow up believing in God, that He saved my life for a reason that
day. Later, as my love of space and astronomy
bloomed, I started wondering what was out there and how everything
worked, like most kids do. There has to be more to
life than what is here. I mean come on, this is it?
The universe is billions of years old, mostly empty granted
but there ARE stars and planets out there, and we're it? Just
an insignificant blue planet on the western arm of the galaxy?
Seems like an awful waste of space to me. But I
digress... THEN I actually read my medical records which I've been in possession of for several decades, and find out the damages weren't that severe. I mean yes, I have a scar over me right eye from the surgery, and yes my coordination was alwys off because of it. But everything else I have been told is utter felgercarb. (Ok so I've been watching too much of the original Battlestar Galactica series. Sue me.) So if I've been lied to about this, I wonder what else I've been told that has been a load of monkey muffins? (also watching too much MASH) |
So
I set out on my own quest for the
truth. By the time I enter college my beliefs are starting to
take shape, such as they are. For a very specific example, I
am
of Celtic and Cherokee heritage. Weird combination I know.
Now... what makes one religion/belief system the TRUTH and everything
else mythology? Greco-Roman, Celtic, Native American, Shinto,
Bhuddism, and the like... they are all valid beliefs. So
they're
all mythologies, just depends on which one you subscribe to. My ex-wife took a course in college I wish I had taken with her: World Religions. The instructor, Rev. Brian Stratton, was a real card. Had to love him, his sense of humor was as bad as ours. For his opening statement the first day of class, he picked up the Bible and threw it across the room. When the shock died down, he said "What are you looking at me like that for? It's only a book." And he's right. It is only a book. Or specifcally, a collection that between 60 and 65 people wrote over the course of years. |
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Relgions
have always been ways to
explain the unexplainable, or what they can't understand.
That's
why you'll find no details in this great Bible. No
explanations
of why things work. Everything is supposedly answered in
these
pages. Yeah right. That's what sciences are for.
To
explain. So, given that, my formal definition of my beliefs
is
as follows: I don't know how the universe came into being,
that's
why cosmology has always fascinated me. I considered doing
graduate work in the field except there aint that much work for
cosmologists out there. Religion and
science aren't mutually exclusive, they're hoplessly intertwined, like
space and time. One cannot be separated from the other.
Genesis 1:1 says that "Im Anfang hat der Gott..."
oops, "In
the beginning, God created the heavens and the earth." Fine.
HOW? Wasn't some miracle. The cities of
Sodom and
Gemorrah were destroyed. HOW? Rain of fire?
I don't
think so. Details, details... what life is all about.
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